5-5-01 12:39 am
When someone breaks their arm, knowing it will heal with time doesn't make it hurt any less.

4-27-01 10:33 pm
It's days like these i wish i drank... too bad reality keeps telling me that it's not going to solve anything...

4-18-01 11:50 pm
A study was performed to look at the possible influence of the recent "sexual explosion" in the content of rap music, dolphins and rabbits were subjected to varying forms of music.... the dolphins were played classical music while the rabbits were played rap music... the results showed that the rabbits produced 30 times as many offspring as the dolphins. this shocking statistic has been accepted by many organizations across the nation as proof of the influence of rap on today's society.
other tests have shown that rap is the number one musical preference of gerbils. it has been theorized that this might explain the large increase in the past 5 years of gerbil gang warfare in pet shops. they divide themselves into two distinct groups on either side of the enclosure, and viciously hurl razor-sharp wood chips at the rival gang members. the results have not been pretty.

4-11-01 7:57 pm
Today is loads of work. I had a chemistry test at 6:30pm that i studied for all day, now i get to study physics for my test tomorrow morning at 9:30, yay...

4-10-01 9:08 am
Yesterday was fun. I got to spend time watching two people spend time with people who's company they enjoy more than my own. First i got to watch amanda flirt with derek, or whatever they were doing at dinner. Then i got to come back and watch liz seem to have a wonderful time with one of her ex's (whom she's on good terms with) while completely ignoring me. He gave me more attention than she did. Of course, if he gave me ANY attention, it was more than she did. Yeah, yesterday was LOADS of fun...

4-7-01 12:44 am
Well last night Liz told me that she is going to quit smoking weed, and i believe her. I have to. So we are trying this again. On a worse note, i spent 6 hours studying for a Calculus test that i still think i failed. Charles and i went to his church with some of his youth group people and watched movies and ate ice cream, it was pretty fun. A lot better than sitting at home. I guess overall i'm happy right now (for once) but i'm still worried about my grades...and liz, but my grades are the only thing i can do anything about...

4-5-01 12:41 pm
What do you do when you don't know if your friend really enjoys your company? You see, she SEEMS to when I are around, yet she NEVER initiates conversation with me
via the phone, internet, anything. It makes me wonder...if I didn't talk to her first, would she ever talk to me...?
(i'm not talking about liz, by the way)

4-3-01 11:39 am
I gave liz an ultimatim yesterday. I told her she was going to have to choose what was more important to her, me or marijuana. I miss her already. She was my best friend. :( I feel like crying.
On a lighter note (sorta) i've been writting poetry (3) and as soon as i have the kinks worked out, i should have them posted on here, so check back often.

4-2-01 12:31 pm
i put a picture of myself on a website hotornot.com and i was rated a 9.4. but i don't see how their system works, cause the number distribution should have given me a 7.something i would figure. i don't know, but i know i'm not a 9.4. oh well

3-27-01 11:29 pm
It seems my friend Loneliness has returned after a rather brief vacation.

3-25-01 11:45 pm
If i was only friends with those who didn't hurt me, i would have no friends.

3-24-01
It's always nice when a friend's lying to you is only ONE of the ways they let you down in one night. I only have so much trust. And I thought Jackie was dissapointing...

3-23-01
I got a haircut today...a LOT taken off. I hope to have a picture of it soon for you all to see.
Had a rather boring evening, watched The English Patient with some friends.

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